Regrets

I am a liar.
I am the world's biggest liar.
I say I live my life without regrets.
Regret-less?
The horrifying truth is that,
I regret it all.
I regret every moment I lived,
for the aching of its memories.
I regret every moment I did not live,
for never knowing its memories.
It is a never ending dilemma for what I desire.
It is a never ending struggle for what I want.
So,
I lie.

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