The Beauty Of The Before And After
21-12-2013 I don't think I could ever forgive you, for all the things I have given. I gave you MY HEART the only thing I HAD, my everything. AND YOU! YOU let it die... You never loved me .. You loved having someone there for you .. I want it to be over .. I want to STOP .. stop loving you .. stop wanting you .. stop dreaming about you .. I just hate how all the passion and the love are gone, I used to feel it ... so overwhelming .. so genuine .. now it is nothing .. NOTHING .. All I could feel is my heart breaking over what I have lost .. what we have lost .. 27-12-2014 I have grown so much. Too much, arguably. Looking back at where I was a year ago and where I am now, it is just fascinatingly overwhelming. We know time heals all wounds. We have seen it everywhere, maybe experienced it on different levels, but this. Where I was a year ago was a different thing. Was -possibly- grief as I have never experienced bef