Lost in Crazy..

It absolutely fascinates me, the people who would choose the most hurtful things to be said and say it to you by means of "giving advice". What psychologically sane person would take someone's biggest insecurity, expand it and project it on every air particle breathed or wasted. Grasp for air. Look for something that could be confused for love or something similar. Sheded skin, broken back, weak trying to stand a ground that's softer than cloud. And I'd be damned if I ever grew my bones in soils I did not seed myself.

We meet so many people, at times too many, and they make us feel special they make us feel complete even if for a little while. And it has always been worth it. But this boy, he makes me feel real. Like fantasy never existed between us. Like his laugh makes my smile. Like his singing so harsh to the ears but too close to my heart. This boy; trenched. Humble. Broken. But playful and joyful like a heatstroke in outer space. Make me the realest. Because I've been looking down on earth for way too long.