See there is a wall,
and there are all those raw sentiments of emotion
wrapped up pretty nicely in "not cares" and active denial.
With the right sniff of never really knew me at all.
So this morning I am going to be so happy acknowledging the true bless of having this intimately beautiful life lasting friendships, that goes on for yeeeeaaaars~ ~ The people who know you well enough, its fair for them to judge you even though they never do. The people who remember your memories as if they were theirs. The people who know you down to your taste buds, that even if you walked in into a new restaurant they would know before hand what you'd order. The people that force you to send a morning selfie in the days they don't see you in. The people that you are in such a harmony with you never needed to fight with, lie to, nor disappoint. The people you would never doubt nor fear you'd ever lose. The people that know the true meaning behind every choice of words you make. The people that you would sing crazy songs, mediate in the woods, dance under the rain with. Oh how lucky we are for having those people.
I want the love that changes me, challenges me, turns me into a better person. The love that frees me from all humanly confusion. The love that opens my eyes to all life's secrets and wonders. Not the love that drags me down a spiral of never ending self-doubt, anger and disamy. Not the love that brings me to my knees to search for the shattered pieces of what used to be instead of building what will be. Not the love that wipes off what's left of finite beauty.
If I could turn you into sunshine, and absorb every wavelength possible. If I could make you into air, to inhale your every particle. But my lungs are heavy, and my skin is dry. My bones are brittle, and my flesh is wasted. But I'd still weave it all into you and hope that I'd be able to unwind myself without it left tangled around your spine. Forgetting the spineless back you taint with your lucid dreams.
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