Before I Forget

The thing is that I'm older now, and as I grew, I grew out of my need and helplessness.
And it all gets easier when what's holding you down isn't your weakness, but stupid principles that you lost faith in long ago.
If I'm trying so hard here you better be doing the same or else fuck you for throwing all the blame in my face.
I don't know what to be, but I think that the apple had fallen far far away from the tree and all that bullshit.
Blood.. is thin when you spill it all over the floor.
Love.. feeds nothing but those tiny butterflies that die shortly as lumps in your throat.
Time.. is all there is, so whatever crumbs I got from that saved you a whole loaf.
And I.. have no value nor appreciation for half-assed jobs.