Enough Enough Baby,

Enough baby.. enough. .
Enough love.. what you are doing is wrong honey enough...
You cannot play with people's emotions. .
You cannot thrive on people's trust and misconceptions..
You cannot have one foot in one foot out only so you don't get hurt at the end..
You cannot have half a heart in and half a heart somewhere else only so you don't feel lonely...

You cannot want one because of what he meant... because of what he gave.. because of what you were..
You cannot keep him around for the hope that maybe someday. . somehow he will go back to what he used to be.. that it would go back to the way it was... because darling that won't happen, what's done is done.. wounds bled out.. scars formed.. and they are here to stay and he is never going back to the man you once loved..

You cannot want one because he is wrong for you in every possible way.. because being with him would be challenging everything about who you are.. because he is everything you've never had..
You cannot believe that you are special enough to change him.. that somehow.. someway you will heal him.. Pumpkin, you are not that extraordinary. . If you are able to give hope to anyone you would have given it to yourself. . You could have fixed yourself.. you could have saved you..

You cannot't want one because he is everything you don't deserve. . Because he would do anything for you without anything in return.. because he could have been the right one if you weren't damaged goods already. .
You cannot keep him around for the attention sweetheart... you cannot believe that he would someday,  somehow love you so much, enough to melt the ice around your heart. . Only you could melt that.. remember. . You have nothing left to offer him..

You cannot keep doing what you are doing. . You have to feel... feel something for someone other than you.. feel sorry for someone other than yourself. . Your heart is broken,  guess what? YOU DID THAT TO YOURSELF... and I promise you keep on going this way and you would break your soul..
It is alright to feel.. it is alright to want. . It is alright to expect. . It is alright to hope.. it is alright to dream. . And it is your right not to be disappointed. . It is alright to hurt.. it is alright to break.. it is alright to lose everything only to win yourself at the end.. Get it baby?