From my Heart to Yours..

I don't know what words to put together to make this seem as deep and as beautiful as you make me feel.

It is like I spent my life building thick walls around my heart to keep it locked away for anyone to reach . Only to make the greatest mistake of all. 

I let you in knowing that there is no going back.

I let you in knowing that once you leave, you'll take away my heart.

I let you in knowing that you'd make it so perfect for me to ever want out.

How will I ever BE after your love..

How will I ever be me again...

I know I am not perfect.. I know that I hurt you.. I know that I never satisfy you.. I know that I always pick holes in everything..

For all that I am and what I do I am sorry, for what it's worth you have me..

The childish, obsessive, idealistic, idiotic, bossy, bipolar me is all yours.. 

I always wish if there is more in me to make yours..

I always wish if i could take back things I have done.

I always wish if I can never lose you..

I always wish if I can fix my heart, only to love you better.

I love your eyes,

I love your hands,

I love your smell,

I love your lips,

I love your kiss,

I love your touch,

I love your hug,

And I love your voice.

I love how patient you are with me,

I love how you take care of me,

I love how you wait for me,

I love how you need me,

And most importantly, I love how you love me.

I love how your love makes me open,

I love how your love makes me soft,

I love how your love makes me want more, 

And I love how your love makes me live.

I love that I wake up everyday to your words,

I love that I get to be yours,

And I love that I LOVE YOU.

I wish if I can ever find better words to put this into words, Happy Birthday. 

M,