On Your PH Scale

PH=2.3
"I ran out of handing you chances to say the right things, when you never do."

PH=5
"-Let me be there for you when you need someone.

-What I need you for is something you cannot offer."

PH=9
"It is about me being put on the shelf again."

PH=13
"Because I thought you'd be different. That that was you for the first time in all those years actually stepping up."

PH=14
"Because you only ever want me when I'm someone else's"

And this is how bitterness grew.

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